So for those of you who have know me for a good portion of my life you know I have always had a little trouble with either self-esteem or feeling good enough...i dont know how to describe it?
Well let's see...Pre-baby I used to be around a size 4-6 and sometimes fit into a size 2 depending on the fit and brand I was wearing and POST-baby I am not that size anymore...really dont want to tell you what size I am lol! Anyways, I've always been concious about how I look or my body size even when I was smaller than I am now...I think what I'm needing and striving for is a sense of Self-Confidence (not cocky) no matter what size I am! A woman does not have to be a size 4 to look good or have a awesome personality...it takes Self-Esteem and confidence!
It is really easy for me to say it out loud or writing it BUT it is really hard to put it into action...WHY IS THIS?
This is always an issue with probably all women out there...either they are over weight, too skinny, struggling to look good or feel good about their selves.
I need motivation or a partner...I pray for help but I'm still not motivated to either get up and go work out or eat right!!
Dear Lord,
I pray asking you to heal my heart and give me that self-steem I lost somewhere down the road. I pray that I might be able to be comfortable with who I am and the way you made me. Give me the strength to say no to food that isn't good for me to put inside my body. May I glorify you Lord by gaining confidence in my self. Thank You for all you have provided for me.AMEN
